Help!

I have felt
Like I was shot
And felt like
In a trap I was caught
I was in
A lot of pain
And couldn’t find
Any gain
I wanted to die
Even had the rope
But then you taught me
How to cope
You dragged me
From my hole
And taught me that
People still have a soul
You gave me
All the confidence
To tear down
The high black fence
I had put
Around my mind
Even though
I was about to find
A way that
I could die
You helped me
To live and try
To survive
My horrible life
You showed me
That in all that strife
That some good
Will still prevail
That even though
Some people may fail
There is good
If you look hard
This you have taught
To this young bard
Though I know what
You did was free
I wish there was some way
To repay thee

thank you

thanx to all those people who helped me through my troubled time. i was relli deep in depression, and i coundnt find a way out. thanx.
Thanx especially to: Melissa-> you were a good friend, and it was nice to have one of those. i noe i am a jerk sometimes, but thanx. you were a good help.
Maria-> you were a great friend too. and iv been a bigger jerk to you then most others. you were an awsome person to help me. and dont worry........if u want i'll deny everything.
Marc->dude u r the best. u were an awsome guy to give me a bit of advice, and just listen sometimes. thanx man. ur an awsome friend.
Nadine-> u listened too me. u thought u could do more, but u did alot. i love that u can just listen. im sorry for any wrong i did to u. i wish i could make it up.

Ex-Friend

There was a hope
However steep
That our friendship
We could keep.
But at this time
I’m going to guess
That because of
All this mess.
We can’t talk anymore
Thanks to some adult,
Though, why only in me
Do they find all the faults?
But now I don’t know
What I am going to do,
You kept me on the right path
But then my soul you slew.
I was hoping that
Things would get better,
Though now I see that I
Am held by the chain and fetter
Of what I have done.