I Thought

i thought that you were a friend, that you would be there to the end. but now i realize it did not good, just harm. now i sob quietly while blood roles down my arm. its crimson beauty a harsh outline against my pale flesh. nothing is fine. i lie to everyone when they ask if i am ok. i hide behind a smiling mask. now a quick death is all i hope for for each beat of my heart makes it hurt even more. i trusted you with all my life with all my happiness and all my strife. but now i hope to take my trust back, before on it you can make another attack, and finally break through to release the evil behind the shield i put up. i dont want it to fulfill its true mission: to turn me into a beast that will force me to feast on the suffering i will cause if it is allowed to grow because it will slowly overthrow my good person though i think its all i deserve.

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Always Your Friend

As I sit here And read what you write I read your words With a little fright Because your poems Are just…so…. Forgive me for this…. Just so EMO You write of sadness You write of pain You write of love That was held in vain I don’t know why You cannot see What is all around, or are you afraid Of what it might be? We will always be there We are your shield We will retaliate swiftly And never yield We are always ready To comfort and protect you We are ready to help All the way, through and through To the end. We are always here So that you will not Have any fear.