12.29.2005

Nobody Knows

Nobody has thought to peer
To where I am, way down here
All alone, I just fall
Faces flashing on the wall
Eyes closed, mouths shut.
They smile as I go down
None of them want to help, none to frown
So, to make it seem like I’m fine
I must hide all my cryin’
Behind a huge mask.
But it has destroyed me inside
So in this poem I must confide
What they will never know
What it’s like to fall below
All they see.
But if I could, before I die
I would like to fly
Is it just too much to ask
That I may take off my mask
And show all the others what I feel

12.26.2005

What Do You See?

If you put down your shield
To look around
You might see what others
In you have found
The shield that you have
Been using as a mask
Have you ever taken
It off to ask
Others who are
Like me
What it is that
We see?
I see not just a girl
But a young woman
Someone who has a lot of people
As her biggest fan.
You see the world
Through a little eye hole
Instead of taking off your mask and
Viewing the world as a whole
You look ahead
And think it’s an army you lack
You think you’ll be swept away
If they attack
But if you look behind
You will see
More people then you have ever
Thought there would be
We will support you
Through thick and thin
Through all your good and
All your sin

12.23.2005

Insert Title Here

I had just hit the bottom with a thud
When you picked me up out of the mud
When I thought that I was down for good
You picked me up, like I thought you would
You took the frown from my face
And put a smile in its place
This poem is just a small token
From a young guy who once was broken
You have made me so happy
And I hope this poem isn’t too sappy
There is no greater gift then your love
And also happiness from above.

12.21.2005

Living Dead

Walking around (like a zombie)
With no thought in my head
I’m scaring off my mommy
‘Cause I’m the living dead.

Sitting up slowly
With my arms straight out in front
I’m walking very slowly
Like a mummy on the hunt.

Banging down the doors
With eyes on fire.
I’m crawling on all fours
And revenge is my desire

Lost Stuff


The love that is lost in the past
The kind of love that will last
Through all of the eternity
And is hauntingly close by.

A good friend that is gone away
May not be back another day
There’s a chance you’ll never see them again
That’s what you’re parents may condemn.

Next there is hope that is all gone
The type that everyone likes to fawn.
Its hope that is lost by tragedy,
Hope that will start out joyously.

Lost peace is one always around.
It’s always lost but never found.
It will never be grasped until
God has finished His divine Will.

All that is lost cannot be found
Until Jesus Christ has been crowned
All that is lost will come right back
And there is nothing we will lack.

Statuesque

As I carved
I thought of how
The experiences of then
Can affect the character of now

The first ride
On the rollercoaster
The first visit
To the doctor

From the first love
To the first kiss
To remember it all
Is such bliss

All these experiences
Chip at the stone of life
From good times to bad times
To times of sheer strife


So as I carved the statue
And sat there and thought
Of things to come
And those that may not

12.20.2005

Poem for Heroes

As shells screamed in the sky
And machine guns chatter around
The soldiers stare with lifeless eyes
At the unworried birds that overhead fly
Singing shrilly.

As soldiers run
To death that will come
No matter what.
They fight under light of sun
And moon.

The soldiers who fought for us
And gave us our freedom
I am glad that I
Can honor them thus
With poetry.