I Try

I try to cry, but there is no tear
I try to scream, but no one can hear
I try to do well, but I just create fear
I try to do right, but I have no luck
I try to care, but no one gives a f***
I try to be nice, but that doesn’t well truck
With those who hate me
With those who never see
Their frail attempts to make the world how they want it to be
Though no one understand what I go through
I always try to stay true
All that talk makes my face blue
Because I have a monster inside
One I have always tried to hide
But I slowly start to confide
That is who I am
As the door to my heart closes with a slam
I finally don’t give a damn
Once all the kindness fell
Everyone will be able to tell
Like the clear tone of a bell
That life will be much worse
Because of my curse
Will slowly roll, like a hearse
Dampening and destroying lives.